Doubt

02/03/2017 impossiblebebong 3 Comments

One day I woke up and realized that one more thing and I would crack:

Fifty years of climbing proverbial mountains and I was too tired to make any sense. No matter how I turned things over in my head, the future seemed bleak. I wondered if I would ever feel whole again. To the outside world, I was doing okay. I’m always in forward movement mode. But my inner landscape screamed for the storm to end.

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drkottaway says:

02/03/2017 at 17:12

First sentence, I was too tied to ….tied or tired? Typo or not?

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1. impossiblebebong says:
  
  02/03/2017 at 19:35
  
  Thanks for bringing it to my attention I didn’t notice it I’ll look
  
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    02/03/2017 at 21:08
    
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The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
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And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
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I doubted if I should ever come back.

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Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeoning of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
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I am the captain of my soul.

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