The status of my love/sex life right now. But then again it’s still winter. But is it not that during these cold months we are in dire need of some warmth? But (there is a lot of buts) how can I ask for impossible? If it didn’t happen already by now it will never happen, right? Last night I lay awake in bed (mind you that was after sex) thinking: this is it? This is really it? But (yes another but) I’ve been asking myself the same question for the last decade and a half. Is it time to move on or be just dead, mind body and soul.