I used to earn pocket money in high school by writing poems for whoever was willing to pay for the favour. I lost counts of love poems and letters I composed to strange girls I have never laid eyes on. But somehow along the way, I lost in touch with a poet in me. I concentrate mainly on writing true to life stories and my thoughts in general.
The last time I wrote a poem was twenty or so years ago. I was enamoured with my professor in languages and one crazy day during lunch break, I composed a versified letter to him pouring my heart out.
Here it is… and please don’t laugh.
YOU
You’re always on my mind no matter what I do
And wherever I am my thoughts are just for you
I see you in my dreams and when I wake up too
This feeling that I have is simply would not go
I know it’s wrong for me to feel the way I feel
But no matter how hard I try I can’t forget you dear
It’s getting difficult each night and everyday
Oh, darling you’re so near and yet so far away
I can only watch you honey from a distance
And only in my dreams that I can hold your hands
Only in fantasy I can be in your arms
I can only touch you and kiss you in my mind
On how to win your heart I haven’t got a clue
Because you’re not aware of my feelings for you
How much that I wanted I cannot let you know
I’m not free anymore to reach out and tell so
So, you will always be just a far away dream
Someone that can’t be mine someone I can’t be near
But darling in my heart for now and forever
I promise for always you have a place in there…
That is beautiful…
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Thank you! Pretty juvenile isn’t it? 🙂
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No, I don’t think so!
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Then, I’m glad.
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Did you give the poem to him, or just add it to your fantasies?
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I’ve kept it under lock and key until now…
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Your secret is out. 🙂
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Yes. Better here than out there in real world. Here it is still a secret in some way.
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Your honesty is beautiful.
Also, I wish I would have thought of getting people to pay me to write things for them in high school. Brilliant 🙂
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People tend to be resourceful when lacking. Though that was not my intention at first. Someone offered me a compensation if I compose him a letter to a girl from another school. I declined several times, but he was persistent and said he will pay for the favor. The word spread, ball got rolling and the rest is history. Thanks for reading.
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We are looking for pieces like this for our bulletin board, and your’s was chosen : )
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Very much flattered, thank you.
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🙂 Yes, secret is out….but secret is safe. Courageous sharing, bebong!
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Thank you! Another one that is out of the way. More to go.
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Oh, be still my beating heart!
How can we ever part!
Well, if they took you, I’d be dead
So, enough of that, enough said!
🙂
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Funny! I’m grinning here from ear to ear 🙂
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This is so beautiful
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Than you!
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This is beautiful. You should get back to writing poetry more often. 🙂
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I find this poem so infantile, juvenile. But now that you said it’s beautiful, then I feel a lot better. Perhaps I will try one day to resurrect my poetry mojo and write some grown up verses.
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This is so cute 😀
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Yes, kind of teen-ey. I was first embarrassed to publish it but what the heck, not that I will shame myself more than usual 🙂
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It is nice and honest, no shame at all 🙂
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I’m glad to hear that. Now, I can sleep better 🙂
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Well you cant help what you feel. Luckily you had a way to express it even if it was for yourself. I too use to write for other folks too! you might make me dig in the crates to find the one that still holds me today. Great post.
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It was a classic teacher-student crush. I might write about it one of these days. If you find what you’re looking for in the crates, do let me know. Thanks for reading.
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My pleasure.
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I found the poem, It is called May I unedited. This takes me back to the very first moment I set eyes on my wife. Love is a powerful and strong thing. I linked you to it, but if any one else wants to check out the post you can find it at https://jmd398.wordpress.com/2015/01/22/may-i/
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Been over there read it and left some thoughts.
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This kind of remind me of the poems my friends and I made in high school where we passed around a notebook and wrote a stanza about what the other wrote. It ended up being quite funny as the last person who writes (my best friend) puts in a joke or two. 🙂 But this is beautiful. 🙂
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Now, you made me think of slam books. 🙂 Those were the days…
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Hahaha. Now, those things are funny and insightful. Lol.
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Remember the things like: who is your crush, kissable lips, tantalizing eyes… yucks!
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Yes, and the questions abt what is love, what is your motto in life and all the answers of love is blind or love is a rosary because it’s full of mysteries…omg those were embarrasing.
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Ha, Ha, Ha! I wonder how many people keep those mementos
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I think I still have mine somewhere in my room at our old house. 🙂
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Publish it sometimes if you wish. Take a snap shot of it then write a story about what’s inside 🙂
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I will, if I find it! And you’d probably not understand some of it because it is written in Filipino. 🙂
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Dear, I’m a filipina 🙂
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Oh my god!!! That’s great! 🙂
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A very feel good poem! There…I spat that out! 😀
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Ha, ha, ha! Thank you!
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